There is one girl, at the age of 5-6 years old, she as a victim of child abuse. She didn’t understand about life that time. Everything is so confusing to her. She belongs to a poor family but despite of that she thinks that they have abundance in everything. Since her family is so accommodating with people, there are lots of people who are living for free inside their house. There is one guy whom her family put in a pedestal for that guy is a quack doctor and her family trusted that guy so much. One day, she’s alone in the room. Her mother left her since there are lots of goats and cows to take care of. When she’s awake, she’s crying a lot. And there that quack doctor pick her up and bring her to the living room and hugged her as if flirting with her. She did cry a lot louder. When her mother came home, she can’t share anything. She just cried a lot. It was repeated for many times. Though nothing happened to her sexually but the point of hugging and flirting with her by that quack doctor, she hates it a lot. And that makes her hate guys as in all of the guys. She’s growing up thinking that she’s not a girl for she doesn’t want it to happen to her again. And the bad thing is, her father is a good father but since her father is a guy, she also hates her father. She will feel happy if her father will work far from their place and will come back for long time. She even said to her mother that if possible, it’s just her mother and her that will live inside the house and no other person especially guys. Her parents didn’t understand her for that. It’s just the girl who knew what’s wrong with her life and why she hates guys….Got to share more about her life on my next postings…..Happy reading!

IJP's Haven - Personal | August 26, 2008